Tuesday, January 26, 2010

18 Months

Today makes 18 months that we have been "home study ready" and waiting to adopt.

A full year and a half.

I never thought we would still be waiting at this point.

I have been sick with some sort of stomach virus this week. It's really hard to have a job you can never call in sick to.

I am still not sleeping well. Ever since the surgery I have had problems with insomnia. I bet if I could afford therapy they would find I have a lot of unresolved feelings about my surgery.

It's just been a really hard week and it's only Tuesday.

We are still waiting to hear what happened with our profile being sent to an expectant mother in Indiana. It's been two weeks so I am not feeling very hopeful about it at this point. Although sometimes it does take this long.

Have I mentioned lately how much I hate waiting?


  1. Waiting sucks! I am thinking and praying that it will be soon.

  2. I hear you on waiting - I hate it too. I'm sorry that you're having a hard week - please know I'm thinking about you.

  3. Waiting is very difficult...I can feel the pain of it in your writing. Take care and have faith.