Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Crushed

The birth mother changed her mind.

Some relative far away will be taking the baby.

I guess it was the birth mother's mother who was pushing for a local open adoption so they could still see her.

I have kids here all day so I am just waiting for 5:30 when I can finally curl up into a ball and cry.

I really thought this was it.

15 comments:

  1. Oh sweetie! I'm so very sorry. You are in my prayers.

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  2. *hugs* Thinking of you. I can't imagine how your heart is feeling right now.

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  3. I don't even know what to say, Lisa. I am so, so sorry. (((hugs))) You will be in my thoughts.

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  4. I'm so sorry Lisa. Know we are all here for you.

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  5. Lisa, I'm so so sorry. We're all here supporting you.... especially if you need an (virtual) shoulder to cry on. Sending you thoughts and hugs.

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  6. Oh I am so very sorry Lisa. Take some time tonight. Thinking of you...

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  7. I'm so, so, sorry! I know it doesn't mean much, but you're in the thoughts of a lot of bloggers today.

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  8. So sad for you. I really hope things fall into place soon...like immediately.

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  9. I am sorry! Thinking of you, as always! You are so strong, hang in there.

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  10. Oh Lisa, I am so so sorry. :( Huge hugs!

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  11. Lisa words can not express how sorry I am that this didn't work out for you. Huge Hugs!

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  12. Lisa, I am so very truly sorry. I can't even imagine the pain you are in. You're in my prayers.

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  13. I am so sorry :( I wish I was there to give you a real hug!!

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  14. *hugs* I wish more than anything that I could give you a hug in person right now.

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  15. I'm so sorry Lisa! I can't imagine what you are going through but I wanted to send over some ghugs. :( You and your husband are in my prayers.

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